I'm Thankful For....

I hope y’all remembered what happened. LOL, Okay we are not fighting anymore, but Jay just took Bey outside to talk.

“Bey, come here.” Jay took her hand and took her out back. He didn’t want to wake up Shawn and didn’t want Tina and Gloria in their business again. They sat down on a swing. Jay watched as her hair blew in the wind.

          “How you feeling?”

“If you would tell me you love me and forgive me, I’d be okay.”

          “Beyoncé….”

“I’m listening.”

        “I wasn’t even going to say anything, except for the fact that you know I love you and I’m still hurt, but we’ll move past it. Let’s have an amazing day today, okay?”

          “Okay, baby.”

“Come here.” Bey smiled and Jay kissed her passionately on the lips.

          “Mhm. You know how much I miss you, Jay.” They kissed again and then went back inside.

          “Do we still need to talk, Beyoncé?”

“No, Mama. Everything is perfect.”

          “Alright, suga.” Bey smile real wide and she sat on the couch and watched tv with Jay. They fell asleep on the couch. Around 4pm, Gloria woke Bey up.

          “Shawns’s not still asleep is he?!”

“No, baby. Tina took him outside. They went to the park a little while ago. They should be back soon. Don’t worry.”

          “Oh, okay. I want him to sleep good tonight.”

“I understand. Now, can you help me clean up before everyone comes?”

          “Of course.” They got everything cleaned up and Bey set the table. She changed her clothes and then woke Jay up. “Baby, everyone is about to be here. Get up.” HE got up and went to change. Bey followed him. “Are we going to tell everyone the good news, tonight?” She sat on the bed while he changed.

          “You know I was thinking about it and I think we should wait, baby. Can it wait til Christmas?”

          “But I’m so excited. I don’t know if I will be able to hold it in that long!”

          “Pleaseee. I mean our mom’s know so who else needs to?”

“I guess. Does that mean we can’t tell Shawn?”

          “Lil Man can find out when you get a bump. It will be easier for him to understand.”

          “That’s true….um what about us renewing our vows?”

“Uh, I don’t think we can do it now either, Bey. I mean we haven’t planned anything. We’ve been sidetracked.”

          “Alright…”

“Babe, we are going to do it okay.”

          “Okay, baby.” He kissed her on the forehead and they went back into the kitchen. “Oooo Ma it smells delicious!”

          “Thanks, Bey. I want you to help me and your mother next year, okay?”

          “Umm….okay! But for now….I’ll make the ice water”!”

“Okay baby, you do that.” Gloria laughed and the front door opened.

          “Momma!!!!!” Shawn ran towards her.

“Hey, baby! Look at you walking and running all by yourself!” She picked him up. “You’re such a smart big boy! Mommy loves you soooo much!” She kissed him.

          “I wove you too, Momma! It smwells gwooodddd! Momma me and gwama went to the park and we had the bwestest twime!”

          “I bet it was, baby!” They all laughed and Bey got Shawn ready for dinner.

          “Momma I don’t wike this shwirt.”

“Sorry, baby. You have to look nice. Remember me telling you about Thanksgiving. That’s today and everyone’s coming over!” She pulled his pants up and left him in his socks. “Can you tell me what you have on?”

          “Uhh I hab on a shwirt and pwants.” He pointed to his socks. “I hab on shwocks and I hab on ummm what is this called again Momma?”

          “A onzie, baby.”

“Yeah and I hab on a mumzie.”

          “A onzie?”

“That’s what I saidddd!”

          “Okay, babe.” She took him off the bed and he ran out to go play with his toys.

          “Daddy! Where are all my twoys?!”

“I think Mommy put em away.”

          “Mommmaaaa!!!!” Bey came out of their room.

“Yessssss?”

          “Where are all my twoys?!?!”

“I had to clean them up, baby.”

          “But I want to pway wiff them!”

“You can later, baby.” Shawn looked at Jay and started to pout.

          “Don’t look at me.”

“Momma…..I want to pway wiff them nowwwwww!”

          “Shawn don’t start.” Bey sat down. Shawn’s bottom lip started to quiver. He looked at Jay again.

          “Shawn you heard your mother. Okay? You will play with them later. I know you don’t want to get in trouble.”

          “Nooooo.” He sat down with his head down.

“Okay, that’s what I thought.”

         

          Everyone came around 6:00pm, Solange, Julez, Ty and his daughter, Angie, Annie, and Jay’s other sister, nieces and nephews. They caught up with each other for at least an hour then they gathered in the dining room.

          “Okay since today is Thanksgiving we are all gonna say one thing that we are thankful for.” Jay started. “I’ll start. I’m thankful for my family.”

          Bey was next. “I’m thankful for love.” Shawn was cranky, but Bey went for him. “Shawn told me earlier that he was thankful for his toys.” Everyone cracked a little smile.

          “Okay, my turn. Solange is speaking.”

“Solo don’t be rude.”

          “I’m just messing, okay um I’m thankful for my son and my life. Julez?”

          “I’m thankful for my Mommy and aunties and Uncle, and my grandmas.”

          “Mama?”

“I’m thankful for forgiving and forgetting and for all of you.” Everyone finished saying what they were thankful for then Jay went ahead and said the prayer.

          “I want to thank you God for my wonderful family and my two mothers Gloria and Tina, may you bless them and this food. Also, may you bless my sister and their children and my children. May they all grow up happy and healthy. Once again, lemme ask you to bless this food. I hope my Mama’s put their foot in it!” Everyone laughed. “Okay, okay back on a serious note, I just wanna say thank you. In God’s name we pray. Amen.”

          Everyone said Amen. They ate almost everything up and then they had dessert. Shawn tugged on Jay’s pant leg.

          “Daddy? Im tiwerd.” He rubbed his eyes and yawned.

“Um okay. Bey? Imma put him down okay?”

          “Alright.” Bey walked over and kissed Shawn on the forehead. “Night, baby.”

          “Night, Momma.” He rested his head on Jay’s shoulder.

“Lil Man, don’t fall asleep yet. You gotta take a bath.” Jay got no answer. Shawn had fallen asleep already. “Damn, you’re knocked out, Lil Man.” Jay took him into the bedroom and put him in some pj pants. He went back out and everyone was saying their goodbyes. It was about 9:45pm. Solange and Julez stayed for two more hours and chatted up a storm. Tina and Gloria went to bed; Bey said that she would clean up. Jay came into the kitchen to see if she needed any help.

          “You almost done, baby?”

“I’ll be finished in like two minutes.” She finished putting the dishes away. “Done!”

          Jay was sitting on the counter in some flannel pajamas. Bey stood in between his legs and kissed him on the lips. Jay held her waist.

          “Everyone’s asleep, Jay.” She winked.

“Not now, Bey. We had a long day, let’s just go to sleep, okay?” He kissed her on the forehead.

          “You’re no fun.” Bey laughed and poked at his lips. “Well let’s go to bed then.”…….To Be Continued…..

Forgive Me

We left off with Beyoncé and Jay calming their anger down….and I don’t remember the rest….lol…HERE WE GO….

Bey walked into the bathroom and took a shower. Bey and Shawn played while Tina cooked.

"Ma? Where's my Ma?"

"Ha, I think she's still asleep. She should be up soon."

"Alright just wondering."

"Jay why are you so angry at Bey?"

"To be honest, I don't even know. At first it was just because she kissed another man, but I just don't know right now."

"Then why are being so hostile towards her?"

"It’s just the way I express my feelings when I'm hurt."

"Oh well it breaks my heart to see y'all like this."

"It'll be over soon, I promise."

"Good, now would you please give that poor child some attention."

"Of course! Lil Man, get over here!"

"Why?"

"I wanna play with you is that okay?"

"Yayyyy! Yesh of tourse it's otay wiff me!" Jay smiled. Shawn looked so happy. Gloria walked out and kissed Jay on the cheek.

"Feeling better, son?"

"A little Ma." he smiled and Gloria went into the kitchen and asked Tina if she needed anything. Bey came out of the shower a few minutes later she sat in the living room with Jay and Shawn.

"Can I play, too?" Jay looked into her eyes and saw that she was trying.

"Momma want to pway too? This is the best day of my wife!" He laughed at himself. Bey and Jay both smiled. Bey looked at Jay. Bey sat on the floor next to him and smirked. Shawn passed Bey a red car and Jay a blue one.

"Otay, now Momma you and Daddy are wacing! Now Daddy, the red tar is always fwaster so you have to catch up wiff Momma becwause she moves really fwast." Jay laughed.

"Okay, Lil Man." They played around for what seemed like forever and Shawn actually had his parents laughing with each other and not yelling at each other. Tina and Gloria stared at each other and smiled.

"Thank god for that child."

"Right."

It was perfect right before the holidays to sweep this all under the rug. Shawn was tired so Bey put him down for a nap. Bey and Jay sat on the bed while he was sleeping and watched him. Bey leaned over and kissed Jay on the cheek.

          “I love you.”

“I hate that I love you.”

          “Why?”

“Is that a rhetorical question?”

          “Jay, I told you everything.”

“Hmm.”

          “Jay, you have got to believe me. This is killing me. Oh my gosh…my husband doesn’t love me anymore.”

          “Bey, come here.” Jay took her hand and took her out back. He didn’t want to wake up Shawn and didn’t want Tina and Gloria in their business again. They sat down on a swing. Jay watched as her hair blew in the wind.

          “How you feeling?”

“If you would tell me you love me and forgive me, I’d be okay.”

          “Beyoncé….”….To Be Continued……I know this was a really short post and I’m sorry, I’ll give y’all a longer post tomorrow….I got sidetracked :) 

Is It My Fault

We left off Jay getting Bey and bringing her over to Gloria’s house. Tina and Gloria wanted to see what the problem was and it only got Bey and Jay into a heated argument.

*OUTSIDE*

It was getting dark and Bey called Jay’s name.

          “Jay! I know you’re out here!” He walked to the front of the house where she was.

          “What!”

“Jay, I…I know you didn’t mean all those things back there! You have to understand where I’m coming from!”

          “Beyoncé! I DON’T WANT TO HEAR IT! YOU HAVE NO EXCUSE PLEASE JUST-”

          “JAY! JUST LISTEN!”

“GODDAMNIT!!!!!” He raised his arm…..

Tina and Gloria had been watching the whole time. Mama Tina saw Jay raise his arm. She ran to the door before he could touch her, but Gloria grabbed her arm.

"Tina! Wait!"

"Gloria! I will not let him-" Tina looked out the window and saw that Jay didn't move. He had his hand in the air and it's like time froze. Everything Bey had told him flashed in front of him. All of their good times, good sex, Shawn, being pregnant again. He put his hand down and started to cry. He was still hurt and upset.

"I can't do this back and forth game we keep playing, Jay. Are you mad at me or not?!?! I've told you my side of the story. Did Mark say that we had sex?"

 "No, but you did it before and that killed me it might've seemed that I got over it and that it didn't bother me, but that shit crushed me Bey. You don't know how it feels to have the one person that can make or break you rip your heart out, put it through a blender and then try to give it back still torn apart."

"Jay, I never....I....I.....I don't even have anything to say this time. You win." She wiped her eyes and turned around to go back inside.

Tina and Gloria moved away from the window as they saw Bey walking back. She opened the door and went to go get Shawn. Jay came in 44 minutes later.

"Jay?"

"Not now, Ma." Jay went into the room where Bey was and Tina and Gloria didn't see all three of them for the rest of the night.

"Well at least no one's yelling anymore."

"What are we gonna do with our children?"

"Tina, I have no clue." In bed, Jay was on one side and Bey was on the other cuddling with Shawn.

Tina was up bright and early getting ready for Thanksgiving Day. Shawn had woken up and held onto the wall while walking into the kitchen. Tina didn't notice him until he said something.

"Gwama?"

"Child, are you tryna give me a heart attack?"

"Sowwy, Gwama. Gwama I have a qweston."

"Yes, baby?"

"Is it my fwault that Daddy don't wike Momma?"

"Come here baby." She picked him up and sat him on her lap. "Listen, your Momma and Daddy are going through  hard time right now okay. And I want you to know that none of it is your fault. This is their problem; they still love you no matter what. And grandma loves you too." She kissed him on the cheek at put him down. "Grandma has to start making a turkey so can you sit here and play nicely?"

"Otay, Gwama. I wove you too." About 20 minutes later Bey came into the kitchen.

"Hey Mama." Bey yawned and rubbed her stomach.

"We need to talk later when you get a moment."

"If it's about last night, I really don't want to talk about it." "We will talk about what I want to talk about Beyoncé."

"Mamaaaa." Bey heard footsteps behind her and it was Jay. He kissed Tina on the cheek and walked around Bey. She whispered in Mama's ear. "Did you see that? I'm sick of it."

"He'll come around don't worry."

"I swear he honestly doesn't care."

"Beyoncé don't say that. He really does. Please can y'all just refrain from fighting today. It's a shame."

"I know." She walked over to Jay and tapped his shoulder. "Jay?"

"Beyoncé whatever you have to say I really don't want to hear it."

"No, I'm not trying to explain myself or say anything about yesterday, but can we please act like we are okay just for today for our mother's sakes please."

"I guess."

"Thanks."

"Don't sweat it." Bey sighed she assumed that she would get a more caring response, but she had her hopes up too high….To Be Continued….. 

Just Listen

Imma warn y’all this post gets very heated….We left off with Bey trying to make amends with Jay, but he wasn't having it. Mama Tina and Mama Gloria tried to smack some sense into Jay and Bey, but neither of them would budge. Gloria told Jay to go get Bey and to bring her back. She wants everything to be okay before Thanksgiving. 

Jay pulled up to their house an hour later. He left Shawn with his grandmothers. He opened the door and saw Bey's bags thrown across the floor. He walked upstairs and saw her lying on the bed with her head in the pillow. Jay felt kinda bad, but thought nothing of it because he wanted her to feel as guilty as possible. He sat on the side of the bed and put his hand in her back.

"Get up!" She slowly turned her head and looked at Jay. She had mascara running down her cheeks. Jay turned away ‘cause he didn't wanna look at her.

"What?"

"Come on your mom wants you and Shawn wants you."

"But you don't want me."

"You dot want me either Beyoncé!"

"Jay! I-"

"I don't wanna hear it! Can we please go?" Bey got up and put on her shoes. She grabbed her bag and followed Jay out to the car. In the car it was very quiet. Bey wiped her face off and made it look as if she wasn't crying.

"That's not gonna help. Your eyes are all poofy." Bey just stared at Jay. He never looked at her.

When they got there Jay hopped out the car and left Bey in the car. Jay opened the door and threw the house keys on the table.

"Where's Beyoncé?" Mama Tina stood up.

"She should be coming in soon." With that Bey walked right in she just stood there with her arms crossed not knowing what to do with herself. Mama Tina walked over to her, kissed her on the cheek, and gave her a hug. She pulled away, but Bey held onto her and choked up when Tina asked how she was. Mama Gloria called Jay into the room, and Shawn came "running" in with Jay coming in shortly after. Shawn tripped and fell. He started to cry. Jay almost said something, but Bey picked him up and calmed him down.

          “How’s Momma’s baby? Sorry, I was gone all day.”

“I mished you Momma! Don’t ever do dat ever agwain, otay?”

“You gotta ask Daddy, baby.” She kissed him on the cheek and put him down. Bey looked at Jay and then to the floor.

“Come here, baby. Now who’s gonna tell us what has been going on with the two of you?” Gloria took a seat on the couch with Shawn in her lap and Tina sat next to her. Bey was standing by the front door, and Jay was on the floor.

“Hello? She asked a question.” Mama Tina looked at Bey and Jay.

          “Well first of all, I don’t want my son to hear about this, and Beyoncé is the only one who seems to have a problem so I suggest she starts.” Gloria put Shawn in a separate room with some toys.

“Jay, stop being rude. Beyoncé you wanna start with the explaining?”

“No.” She put her head in her hands. “It’s all my fault, but nothing happened, and he won’t listen to me.”

“How can I listen to someone that’s always lying?”

“I told you exactly what happened Jay! In the car and right outside this door! It’s like you want to be mad with me!” She started to yell.

          “That makes no sense! Why would I want to be mad with you! You should really just be quiet you sound stupid!”

          “I sound stupid!?! You left your pregnant wife on the side of the street! Okay! You pay more attention to your job then your family! You ask for more kids, but you’ll never be home! I can’t do everything, Jay!”

          “Whoa, whoa, whoa! Let’s get this straight who just took you on a weeklong vacation! I was busy at work the week before because I was planning something special for my wife! When’s the last time you put out an album huh? I make all the fucking money and do all the shit!”

          “Raising a son by myself ain’t too easy either!”

“But before you go on let’s get to the root of the problem! Who stays in other men’s beds all night when her husband isn’t looking! I don’t trust you! Oh okay Beyoncé! And why does it always have to be with my best friend!?! Kanye was different he played you, but Mark no that’s some new shit! I didn’t do shit to deserve that! You put that on yourself! I don’t know who you are anymore! I should leave your ass! Un-grateful whore!” Jay stood up and went outside.

          Tina and Gloria just sat there with their eyes wide open. They didn’t know all of that.

          “Excuse me.” Beyoncé ran outside after Jay.

“I was not expecting that.” Tina looked at Gloria.

          “I didn’t know a relationship could have so many problems.”

          “I feel bad for the babies.”

*OUTSIDE*

It was getting dark and Bey called Jay’s name.

          “Jay! I know you’re out here!” He walked to the front of the house where she was.

          “What!”

“Jay, I…I know you didn’t mean all those things back there! You have to understand where I’m coming from!”

          “Beyoncé! I DON’T WANT TO HEAR IT! YOU HAVE NO EXCUSE PLEASE JUST-”

          “JAY! JUST LISTEN!”

“GODDAMNIT!!!!!” He raised his arm…..To Be Continued….

Ruin

We left off with Bey and Jay heading off to Mama Gloria's. Mark had called and told Jay about his time with Bey at the club. Jay reacted without listening to what Beyoncé had to say and kicked her out of the car. Beyoncé called Julius and asked him to take her over to Mama Gloria's. 
Julius pulled right up and Bey hopped in. Julius asked what was wrong, but she said she didn't want to talk about it. 

*Mama Gloria's house*

Jay walked in with Shawn and he ran up to Mama Gloria. "Gwamma!!!" He gave her a big hug and a kiss on the cheek.

"Hey baby how's my big boy?"

"I'm gwood." Jay kinda just grabbed his bags and plopped down on the couch.

"Jay, baby is everything alright? Where's my daughter-in-law?"

"She's with someone else now."

"What do you mean she's with somebody else?"

"She decided that she loves someone else."

"Jay, what are you talking about?  Beyoncé would never."

"Oh you don't know her like I do, Ma. Can we stop talking about her please?"

"Momma?"

"Shawn be quiet." He pointed to the window.

"Momma!!!" Jay got up and saw Bey at the front door the doorbell rang.

"Ma, watch Shawn for me for a second please."

"Okay."

"I wanna see my Momma!" He started to cry. Jay opened the front door, walked out, and stood in front of it.

"What the fuck do you want?"

"Jay, why are you being to mean? I told you that I only kissed him, I was drunk and I regret it. We did not have sex. I love you too much and it hurts me to know that you don't trust me. I'm mad you left me on the street like that."

Jay snatched the necklace off of her neck and went back in the house. Bey just stood there and immediately burst into tears. She ran back into the car and yelled for Julius to take her home. When she got home, she wanted to drink so bad, but knew she couldn't.

 "Fuck!" 

*Mama Gloria's House*

"Shawn what did I tell you earlier? Stop with the fucking crying!"

"Jay! Do not yell at him like that! What has gotten into you?!? Whatever your wife has done couldn't possibly be that bad!"

"Ma, you just don't understand!"

"Think about your son! He needs his mother. You need to fix this. You are not this type of person I did not raise you like this! Tomorrow is Thanksgiving and when her family comes over you will explain to them what you have done."

"Ma, I won't! You don't even know what is going on! Beyoncé cheated on me! With one of my close friends! For a second time! She doesn't even care about how I feel! Shawn wasn't even my son at one point!"

"Jay stop talking, go into your room and sort your thoughts. You're corrupting my grandbaby’s mind."

"I can't believe you're taking her side." Jay walked into his old room and slammed the door shut.

*At Angie's Apartment*

“Ty, Angie, Solo, Julez, I’m leaving!” SIDENOTE: If you haven’t noticed ever since that one incident with Matthew I don’t like him so we’re just gonna pretend that he doesn’t exist. END SIDENOTE

          Mama Tina got her frozen turkey and got ready to head out. Everyone else would come over tomorrow.

          “Bye Mama!” They all said in unison.

Mama Tina left and got to Mama Gloria’s after about two hours. She knocked on the front door. Shawn was taking a nap with Jay when she knocked. Mama Gloria went to the door.

          “Hey Tina, how are you?” They hugged.

“I’m great Gloria where is everyone?”

          “Um. Jay and Shawn are taking a nap and I don’t know where Bey is. It seems like her and Jay got into an argument.”

          “Are you serious? Right before Thanksgiving? “

“Yes, I know it’s a shame, and I tried to talk to Jay about, but he is being stubborn.”

          “Bey usually calls me when they fight. Hmmm. Lemme call her, but first I got the turkey in the car.”

          Mama Tina and Gloria got all her stuff out of the car and they sat in the living while Tina called Bey. The phone rang for a while, but she finally answered.

          “Hello?” Her voice was really strained.

“Beyoncé, where are you?”

          “I’m at home.”

“Why? Thanksgiving is tomorrow and it won’t be right without you.”

          “Jay hates me, Mom.” She started to cry.

“Beyoncé do not cry. Whatever happened between y’all can be fixed.”

          “Mom, no it can’t. Jay doesn’t care. I’m pregnant and he put me on the street, he took my son from me, and called off our wedding.”

          “Whoa, whoa, whoa Beyoncé, you’re pregnant and getting married again?”

          “I am and we were. It was supposed to be a big surprise, but I guess it doesn’t matter anymore.”

          “Beyoncé, I need you to come to Gloria’s house right now. We will fix this.”

          “It’s none of y’all’s business this is between me and Jay and I messed up, I don’t want to ruin everyone’s Thanksgiving. I’ll be fine here.”

          “I expect to see you here tonight before everyone comes over.”

          “I’ll think about it.” And with that she hung up the phone.

“She hung up, Gloria. This is ridiculous.” Gloria got off the couch to go wake up Jay.

          “Bey, leave me alone.”

“Jay, it’s your mother. Get up!”

          “Oh, what?”

“Don’t what me. Now I need you to go home and get Beyoncé. This is ridiculous.”

          “I’m not going over there.”

“You’re going to ruin your son over something petty like this? Jay, get your lazy ass up and get her. I’m asking you as your mother.”

          “Fine, I’ll go, but don’t expect us to be on speaking terms when I get back.”…..To Be Continued…..

Smacked

We left off with Bey and Jay spending their last days on vacation. Jay proposed again and they decided they would do it right after Thanksgiving. Now they’re at home and Bey is finally about to tell Jay the good news. She’s having another baby. They sat down to eat and Jay asked her why she wasn’t drinking any wine.

          Bey looked at him, shook her head, and smirked.

“Wait…Bey?” She nodded her head and cheesed.

          “Mhmm.” Jay jumped outta his chair and grabbed her.

“We having another baby?!”

          “Yes, baby!” Jay was too happy they kissed for a little while and when Jay composed himself they finished eating.

          “Second baby. Second marriage. Two plus two is four, Bey. We gone have good times baby.”

          “I can’t wait and don’t say anything to Shawn about his little brother or sister. I don’t want him spilling the beans to mom.”

          “Okay, I won’t. Babe, I’m so fucking happy. I love you.”

“I love you too.” She played with the necklace he gave her on her birthday two years before when she was pregnant with Shawn. “I never take this off.”

          “I’m glad. I’ll always be with you.” Jay smiled and finished eating. “I’m so tired, babe. Let’s go to bed.”

          “Okay, lemme just clean up.” Bey cleaned up and got in bed with Jay. She cuddled up next to him and he put his arm around her waist. “Goodnight.”

          “Night, baby. I love you.”

The next morning, Wednesday, the 23^rd. Thanksgiving is tomorrow and Bey can’t wait to tell everyone about baby #2 and renewing her vows. They are on their way out of the house. Everyone is going to Mama Gloria’s house in Jersey. Bey was getting Shawn ready to go.

          “We gwoing to gwamas?”

“Mhmm. She can’t wait to see you.”

          “I wove gwama.”

“Awww.” Bey kissed him on the forehead and she helped him walk to the front door. “Imma go get daddy wait here.”

          “Otay.” Bey went upstairs and tried to find Jay.

“Baby! Where are you?”

          “I’m in the bathroom! I’ll be out in a few minutes, baby.”

“Okay, well I’m ready!”

          “Alright!” Bey went back downstairs and told Shawn all about Thanksgiving.  

          “So you have to make sure that you give thanks for everything you have….”

          “Ready, Bey?”

“Oh…yeah.” She picked up Shawn and Jay grabbed their bags.

          “I wanna walk Momma.”

“Not right now baby, we’re in a rush.” He started to cry because he wasn’t getting his way. “Baby, it’s not that big of a deal.” Shawn didn’t care. He started kicking and screaming, his first temper tantrum.

          “Shawn!” Jay grabbed him outta Bey’s arms and told her to go to the car. “You do not kick your mother! Do you hear me? Stop crying!” He stopped kicking and screaming but put his hand out to hit Jay. “Did you just?” Jay smacked his butt. Shawn screamed. “You too damn old to be being babied. When we get in that car, you will say you’re sorry to your mother.”

          “Daddddyyyy!” He started crying.

“I don’t want to hear it stop crying.” He stopped and Jay picked him up and put him his car seat. Jay put the bags in the trunk and he got in the driver’s seat.

          “Jay…”

“Shawn what do you have to say to your mother?”

          “*sniff* Momma I’m sowwyyy.”

“I forgive you, baby.”

          “Otay.”

They drove off and Shawn fell asleep. “Jay what’d you do to him?”

          “I smacked some sense into his ass. Literally.”

“Aww baby.”

          “No, Bey. He disrespected you and he tried to hit me.”

“So you hit him? He’ll never learn.”

          “I came out fine.” Bey shook her head and was a little angry. Jay’s phone started to ring. “Can you give me my phone?” Bey passed him his phone and answered it. “Hello?”

          “Hey, Jay. It’s Mark. You busy?”

“Naw just driving up to my mom’s for Thanksgiving.”

          “Oh cool. Um remember that girl I met at the club that I told you about? It was like a year ago?”

          “Yeah, what about her? Did you meet her finally?”

“Well I kinda met her when I was with you.”

          “What do you mean?”

“She lives with you.”

          “I don’t get it, Mark.” Bey stared at Jay after she heard Mark’s name.

          “Is that Mark?”

“Yeah Bey, hold on. What are you talking about.”

          “I’m pretty sure it was Beyoncé.”

“That’s impossible. She would never.”

          “I didn’t want to fuck up my job and relationship, but I felt guilty keeping it from you.”

          “What the fuck? Bey? You messed around with Mark?”

“Umm.” Bey just stared at him.

          “Beyoncé answer me!”

“Jay, we didn’t do anything.”

          “I’ll talk with you late Mark.” He threw his phone and pulled over. “Beyoncé, don’t play with me. Did y’all fuck?”

          “No! Jay, I would never have sex with another man!”

“But you have before who’s to say you wouldn’t again?!”

          “Jay! Really I thought we got over that! That was one time and for a totally different reason! Why would I cheat on you?! I can’t believe you don’t trust me!”

          “Mark told me about this a while ago and told me that he didn’t know who it was!”

          “Okay yes it was me!”

“So you did fuck him?!?!”

          “No!! We kissed that’s it Jay!!!!”

“I don’t believe you, get out of the car and forget renewing our vows. You’re just going to lie!” Bey started to tear up.

          “Jay!”

“Get out of the car Beyoncé!”

          “Jay! You don’t believe your own wife!?”

“You ain’t my wife! Fuck outta here!”

          “Jay!” She opened the door and grabbed her bag. She went to get Shawn but Jay yelled at her.

          “Don’t touch ma son!” Shawn started to wake up.

“Where’s Momma gwoing!?”

          “Momma’s gonna be back, baby. I love you.”

“Momma!” Jay pulled off. Bey cried and grabbed her phone and called Julius before anyone saw her.

          “Julius, can you come and get me please!”

“Where you at, and where you going?”

          “I’m right around the corner take me to Jay’s moms house please.”

          “Is everything alright?”

“No.”……To Be Continued…….Follow me on twitter @mixedchick_xoxo

          

Wanna Do It Again?

In the last post we left off with Bey and Jay celebrating Lil Man's first birthday (Nov4) with a little sentimental family time. It's the next morning and they are heading back home. 

"Beyoncé...wake up." Jay shook her lightly. Bey's eyes slowly opened.

 "What Jay? What time is it?" Jay was standing over her. "Its 6:30 just come look at the sunrise with me please!"

"Ugh fine but why are you up so early?"

"I just woke up. I was thinking about some things that I couldn't get off my mind."

"Like what?"

"Like how much I love you." Jay kissed her on the forehead and pulled her up outta bed.

"Damn can't I take my time. I'm still half asleep." Jay laughed.

"You'll be fine just hurry up." Bey got out of bed and Jay grabbed her hand. "C'mon baby."

"Alright; alright I'm coming." They went up to the deck and the sky was completely clear. It was purple and orange. A beautiful sight. "Ah! Baby it's gorgeous out here."

"Just like you baby."

"Aww you're too kind." Jay kissed her on the lips and hugged her. He grabbed her tight. He propped himself up on the ledge and Bey stood in between his legs. She leaned in and kissed him on the lips.

"Baby, I love you." Bey grabbed his hands. She waited for him to say it back, but instead he told her to look at the sky. "Jay, I alread-"

 "Ssh, watch." Bey stared at Jay like he was crazy and eventually looked up. She heard something like a helicopter but not as loud.

"What the hell?" Jay covered her mouth with his hand so she would shut up. Then an airplane came across the sky and started to spin around. If you watched carefully it began to spell out "I love you Beyonce, marry me again?" Bey started to tear up and hugged Jay.

"Awww, baby. Of course I'll marry you again!"

"Thank god!" Jay kissed her on the forehead.

"What you think I wouldn't wanna marry the love of my life?"

"I don't know maybe you found someone better!"

"Never, baby." She kissed him on the cheek and they stared each other in the eyes. They sat in each other’s arms and Bey started to fall back asleep so Jay picked her up and put her back in their bed.

 Lil Man woke up two hours later and saw Bey and Jay knocked out. He sat there for a little then got hungry. He started climbing on top of them and got right on top of Jay's leg.

"Damnit Shawn!" Jay yelled and Lil Man started to cry. Bey woke up cause of the yelling and crying.

"What the hell is going on?!?"

"This little mother.....He got right on my bad leg!"

"You didn't have to yell at him I'm sure it wasn't on purpose, Jay!"

"Bey!" Jay complained for a little and Bey comforted Lil Man and told him Jay didn't mean to yell at him. They all ate breakfast and Jay and Lil Man made up.

"Gotta be careful with Daddy. I'm getting old."

"Jay stop it. What is your athrhitis kicking in?"

"Why you messing? And don't forget what happened early tho morning. I wanna do it in between Thanksgiving and Christmas."

"Why don't we just do it right after Thanksgiving that would be perfect everyone would already be together."

"Perfect."

They were on the yacht for one more day, then it docked back in New York.

"Momma me cold."

"It's I'm cold baby."

"Huh?"

"Forget it, Jay can you get his jacket?"

"Sure thing." They got in the car and drove back home.

Bey, Jay, and Shawn have been home for two weeks. Jay had to go back to work and hadn’t heard from Mark. He decided he would hit him up after the holidays. Bey hadn’t been feeling well and she kinda knew why. She had Angie watch Shawn and she went to the doctor.

          “I think I’m pregnant, doc.”

“Well let’s see.” Bey peed on the stick Dr. Robins gave her and then gave it back. “Okay I’ll be back in 10 minutes.

          10 minutes later she came back in and read the stick.

“Awww.”

          “What is it? Am I not?”

“Congratulations! You’re gonna have three babies to watch over now!”

          “Yay!” She hugged Dr. Robin’s. “Aww, Jay is getting more mature every day.” They laughed and Bey left and picked Shawn up from Angie’s.

          “What’d the doctor say?”

“I’m perfectly fine.”

          “That’s good. Bye Lil Man, Auntie loves you.”

“Wove you.” Shawn blew her a kiss as they walked out.

          “Bye Ang! Thanks again!”

“Mhmmm.”

          Bey went home and played with her baby all day. She was so happy and couldn’t wait till Jay came home so she could tell him. Shawn was starting to stand up by himself a lil while ago and wanted to walk. They worked hard on it so they were both tired. Bey fed Lil Man and got him all ready for bed by eight.

          “I wonder where Daddy is. I can’t wait to tell him Mommy’s good news.”

          “Daddddyyy!” He clapped his hands.

“Aww I think you’ll be asleep when he gets home, but you’ll see him tomorrow.”

          “Otayy. Night Momma.”

“Night, baby.” She kissed him on the forehead and warmed up some leftovers. Bey made the table look all nice and put out to glasses, but only one filled with wine. She put on a nice dress and heard the door unlock.

          “Baby! I’m home!” Bey came running down the steps.

“Sshhh, baby he’s sleeping.” Bey started to play with his tie. She kissed him on the lips and led him into the dining room.

          “Awwww. I have the best wife.” Jay grabbed her by the waist and they shared a passionate kiss.

          “Mhmm. Eat baby.”

They sat down and ate. “You don’t want any wine? That’s a first.” Bey looked and him, shook her head, and smirked…..To Be Continued….