Pull Me In Close And Don't Let Me Go

We left off with Bey fighting off Jay she kept pushing him away since he liked leaving. Jay stopped her and told her that he was sorry and would never leave her. They were about to have sex, but Bey’s jump-off from the club showed up at the front door. Jay didn’t see him so Bey just went straight back into the bedroom to finish what Jay had started….HERE WE GO……

Jay sat on the edge of the bed and watched Bey as she made her way back to him. She pulled off her top and Jay licked his lips. She stood in front of him and took off her pants and underwear. She just stood there butt naked and waited for Jay. Just catching on, he rushed and pulled off his clothes. He held out his arms and Bey walked right into them. She faced him while sitting on his lap. Her bare kitty to his bare dick. They stared at each other and kissed and then Bey whispered in his ear.

“Sex me like you hate me.”

With that Jay grabbed her face and kissed her some more just to get their heart beats racing. Jay stood up and Bey held on for dear life. He slid all of him into her.

          “Uhhhhhh.” She bit her lip. “Yess Jay. Do you love me?”

“I hate you.”

          “Then stop fucking around and fuck me like you hate me!”

With that Jay didn’t need any more direction. He started by placing her on the bed and lying on top of her. Bey’s head was almost hanging off the side of the bed. Jay put all of his weight on her and thrusted all of himself inside of her fast and repeatedly. Bey moaned out in pleasure every time his power torch shot through her body. Jay was getting tired so he flipped Bey over and shoved her off the bed, but he caught her legs. She had her hands on the floor. Face down. Ass up. Bey tried not to lose her grip as the jack hammer behind her fucked the living shit outta her.

          “Jaaaayyyyeeeeeeeuuuhhhhhhhhooo!!” She stuttered with every word.

          “Is this better? Uhhh, I fucking hate you.”

“Youuu mmuuusssttt reeaalllyy hhaaaaaattee mee!”

          “You know it!” Jay pulled her hair and jerked her head.

“Fuck, Jay!” Her head bounced with every pump. “Okkaay! Okkaay! You hate me!!! Ennnnoouughh! I'm bouta cummm!!”         Jay pulled out and grabbed her by the waist. He had her on her back with her legs spread apart as far as they could go. Bey touched herself as Jay went in and out in and out. Knowing that her body was ready to climax he was just torturing her with every “out”.

“Okk Jayyyyy! I feeelll iittt stoopp messing! Lemme cummm!” Jay took that as another order and let her climax on long and hard pumps.

“Mmmmmmmmm! Uhhhh yessss! Yesss yesss yesss aaahhhh!” Jay put out as Bey’s eyes rolled into the back of her head and unexpectedly Jay shot right back inside her and forcefully worked for a nut bust. Jay smacked the inside of her thighs while Bey begged for mercy.

“Almost there!” Jay went faster and deeper and Bey couldn’t take anymore she started to shake, but Jay didn’t stop.

“Uhhhh fuck, Bey!” Jay busted a nut and came on Bey’s thigh. It was hot, thick, and sent a chill down her spine as it dripped down her leg. Bey pulled herself up into Jay’s chest and she held him tight. Jay helped her up onto her feet and kissed her on the forehead.

“I love you.”

“Mhmm. I love you too.” They shared a long passionate kiss and then Jay followed Bey into the shower.  They were both exhausted so they made it quick. Jay got in bed first and waited for Bey. She turned off the light and cuddled up next to him she had her leg over his and her hand on his chest.

          “Promise you’ll never leave me Jay?”

“I promise. No matter what. We’ve been through a lot so all we gotta do is talk it out and then sex it out.” Bey laughed at that last comment.

          “Good. What time is it?”

“Umm.” He looked over at the clock. “Damn it’s almost five.”

          “Are you serious? Shawn is gonna be waking up soon. Noooo.”

          “It’s okay, Bey I got it. You can sleep.”

“You sure, baby?”

          “I’m sure.”

“Thank you.”

          “You’re welcome now close your eyes and go to sleep.” Bey fell asleep moment later and Jay caressed her arm and fell asleep shortly after……To Be Continued…..

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Just Leave Me Like You Always Do!

In the last post we left off with Bey leaving Jay alone to watch Shawn. She called up Angie and went to the club to release some steam. Things got heated when Angie found Bey kissing on another man. Bey whispered something in his ear before Angie dragged her out.

Jay shut the door and rubbed his head. It was almost 2am. He went to check on Shawn and then went into his bedroom and found Bey getting ready for bed.

"Where have you been?"

"I went out for a little."

"Yeah, I got that."

"Then why'd you ask." She pushed him outta the way and left the room.

"Bey, what are you doing?"

"Checking on my son."

 "Please don't wake him." Bey wanted to see him awake and just play with him but she followed Jay's orders.

"Any trouble?"

"With him?"

"We had a few altercations, but nothing serious."

“That's nice."

"Bey why are you acting like this?"

"Acting like what Jay? It should seem familiar to you considering this is how you act all the time when one little thing doesn't go your way.”

          “Are you kidding me?”

“Jay, think about it. When you found out I was pregnant what did you do? You left me and went back on tour. When all I wanted was for you to be there with me and take a nap, what did you do? You left. When  you accused me of having sex with that perverted “doctor”, what did you do? You left and messed around with some broad, and lemme think what did you do today, huh? You got mad and left me again! I’m talking like you left for a good couple of days. I’ve been gone a few hours and you want to know why I’m acting like this? So now that I’m bugging you, why don’t you go? Huh?” Bey pushed him.  “Go ahead and leave me just like you always do.” She pushed him towards the door. “This time I give you permission to never come back! Just go!” Bey started to cry. “You’re not even fighting me! You want to leave don’t you! Leave! Move! Go! I hate you!” Jay grabbed Bey’s arms before she could push him again. Her put her up against the wall and Bey just put her head down and cried. “I love you, Jay.”

“I love you more. I would never permantely leave you, Bey. It’s just my way of dealing with things. I’m sorry. Can you forgive me?” Bey looked up at Jay. He let go of her arms and wiped away her tears. “Baby, I love you and I know you know that. I’m not going anywhere.”

“Yeah, but-”

“No, buts.” Jay kissed her on the lips. Bey started to push him away again, but then he grabbed her waist and posted her against the wall. Bey gave in and put her arms around his neck. Jay lifted her up and she wrapped her legs around his waist. They were still against the wall.

          “I’m sorry, baby.”

“For what?” Jay kissed Bey again and then they heard knocking on the door. Bey released her grip around his waist and wiped her lips.

          “Hold on.” Bey ran to the door and opened it. It was the guy from the club.

          “Hey, beautiful.” The guy said. “I hope I didn’t come too late. Looks like you’re bout to hit the sheets.”

          “Um, yeah I am…Can you not come back to my house ever again and just act like nothing happened?”

          “But…” Bey slammed the door shut and ran back into her and Jay’s bedroom.

“Bey, who was that? It’s almost 3am.”

          “It was nobody important they’re gone now. So what were we doing?”

          “I asked you what you were sorry about before I enter you fountain of pleasure.” Jay winked.

          “Well, I guess I’m sorry for that.” Bey was serious, but Jay smiled…..To Be Continued…..

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What Has Gotten Into You

We left off with Jay finding Bey asleep with Shawn. Jay wasn’t too happy about it so he bounced.  Bey was really angry so when Jay got back that night she left him to watch Shawn.

          Bey walked out and Jay ran after her into the parking garage.

          “Beyoncé! What are you doing?”

“Leave me alone, Jay! How could you leave our son in the house all alone?!?”

          “Shit! Fuck!” Jay watched as Bey pulled off and then ran back upstairs just to find Shawn sound asleep. He locked the front door, flopped onto the couch, and watched some late sports news. He dozed off and woke up an hour later to Shawn crying. Jay slid off the couch like a dead person and called out for his wife.

          “Bey….he’s crying. Beyoncé. Wait…never mind you left.” Steady talking to himself Jay went into the nursery. He picked up Shawn and could smell what was wrong.

“Oh gosh. I’ve done this like one time.” He took him over to the changing table and started with unbuttoning his onezie.

          “Ok let’s see how this works.” He held Shawn’s little feet up after he slid the dirty diaper from underneath his little booty cheeks. Jay wiped him down and right before Jay could secure the clean diaper, Jay felt a hot spray in his face.

          “Oh….fuck ass no. Shawn!” Shawn was smiling, but then started to cry again. “Lil Man, I’m sorry just please….” Jay took a baby wipe and cleaned off his face then took another one to clean his boy. He buttoned Shawn’s onezie back up and slid on some soft pajamas. “There you go.” He rested his head on Jay’s shoulder and started to calm down. Jay rubbed his back and warmed him up a bottle that Bey left in the fridge. “See I can do this perfectly fine.”

SCENE CHANGE

Bey sat in the car outside of their building. She had nowhere to go. As much as she missed her baby, she was angry at Jay. She decided to go to go out. She called up Angie and they hit a club.

          “What made you wanna come out tonight?” Angie asked Bey at the bar. “Bey…Bey…Beyoncé!” She was too busy thinking about what was going at home to focus on Angie.

          “Huh?”

“I asked what made you want to come out tonight! I know you’re exhausted.”

          “I’m fine. I took a nap earlier.”

“This isn’t like you, but okay.”

          “Can I get a drink?”

“Here. I got you one while you were in the bathroom.”

           “Thanks.” She took it all in one gulp.

“Damn, Bey!” Angie laughed and grabbed Bey’s hand and took her onto the dance floor. They danced and chilled just like everyone else. About 30 minutes later, Angie was dancing, but when she turned around Bey was nowhere to be found. She assumed she went to the bathroom. She looked in there, but there was no Bey. On the other side of the club, Bey was making out with some random guy.

“Bey!” Angie grabbed her shoulder. “What are you doing?!?!” Bey giggled and ignored Angie. “I’m calling Jay. This is ridiculous.”

“No! Angie!”

“Well then c’mon. I’m tired. I’m ready to call it a night!”

          “Okay.” Bey kissed the mysterious guy on the cheek and whispered something in his ear. She followed Angie out to the car.

          “I’m driving. What has gotten into you?” Angie said when they got to the car.

          “Nothing. I just needed to go out and have some fun.”

“You understand you’re married and have a husband and baby waiting for you, right?”

          “I have a baby. I don’t know about a husband.”

They pulled off. “Don’t say that and I’m crashing at your place tonight.”

          “It’s true and that’s fine.”

“Who were you kissing on at the club?”

          “I don’t know.” Bey looked out the window.

“Beyoncé….you are acting like a child. What the hell happened between you and Jay?”

          “He called me an un-fit mother and really hurt my feelings, Ang. I don’t want to talk about it.”

          “Why would he call you that?”

“I said I don’t want to talk about it.”

          “Well going out to the club and cheating after being called that kind of supports his claim don’t cha think?”

          “What the hell, Ang?!?!”

“I’m just saying, Bey.”

          “No! I’m a good mother! Jay’s the one that left me alone and who took care of Shawn while he was gone? Me! We are both parents!”

          “Okay, Bey.” Angie pulled inside the parking garage and Bey got out as soon as the car stopped. She stormed upstairs. Jay opened the door when Bey knocked and she went straight into the bedroom. Angie followed shortly after.

          “Angie? What’s wrong with her?”

“Don’t ask.” Angie went into the guest bedroom…..To Be Continued…….I’m nominated for 2 Beyhive Awards!!! Imma post a link and y’all better vote for me haha :D

You Tired?

In the last post we left off with Jay spending quality time with his  son. Bey and Jay had something that was long overdue….sex! LOL……HERE WE GO…

When Jay woke up, Bey wasn’t in the bed. He heard Shawn crying and expected to find Bey in the nursery with him. He looked, but no one was there.

“Bey…” He got no answer. He walked down the hall and into the living room; he turned his head. Bey was sitting at the dining room table with her eyes closed…..a bottle on the floor…..and Shawn in her arms. Jay ran over and grabbed Shawn before he fell out of Bey’s hands. Jay made sure he was ok and then put him back in his crib.

          “Bey!” Jay nudged her. Bey’s eyes just barely opened.

“Huh?” Jay grabbed her face.

“Bey!”

“Whatttt Jay? I’m tired.” Jay couldn’t believe her. He grabbed her by the arms and shook her. “Jay! What the fuck!?!?”

          “Bey! Look where you are?”

“I’m in bed.”

          “No you’re not. Open your damn eyes.” Bey opened her eyes and she just stared at Jay.

          “You remember what were you doing?”

“I was sleeping.”

          “Yeah you were with our month old son, but one little thing you were asleep with him in your arms.”

          “Jay…”

“What? If you knew you were too tired why didn’t you wake me up?”

          “I’m sorry. I don’t even remember.”

“Bey what if you dropped him?” Bey covered her mouth.

          “Jay I’m so sorry.”

“Sorry is not good enough. That’s our son’s life. Now, go back to sleep.” He walked away.

          “Jay! I understand that! C’mon please don’t act like this!”

“Bey! Act like what? I’m just a little irritated that you basically left are some unattended and in harm’s way.”

          “Jay, you’re acting like I did it on purpose! You know I love Shawn and would never do anything to hurt him!”

          “Well you did.”

Bey started to tear up she didn’t think that it was fair how Jay made it seem like she was trying to hurt her baby. Jay left the house and Bey was starting to get angry. She called up Mama Tina.

          “Hello?”

“Mama?”

          “Hey, Bey. Is everything okay?”

“No, Ma. Everything is not okay. Can come over please?”

          “Yeah, of course baby.”

“Thanks, I love you.”

          “Love you too baby. No problem.”

Bey feed Shawn, changed him, and made sure he was safe asleep in his crib. When Mama Tina knocked on the door, Bey ran and unlocked the door.

          “Bey, you can’t just open the door like that. I could’ve been anyone. Remember you got a baby now.”

          “Ma, I know. Please don’t start. I already got enough of that today.”

          “Tell me what happened.”

“Jay found me this morning asleep with Shawn in my arms in the dining room.” Mama Tina gasped.

          “Bey, you have to be careful. I know you’re tired, but that’s what Jay is here for to help you.”

          “But Ma the thing is, when Jay woke me up he yelled at me and made it seem like I did it on purpose to intentionally hurt my baby. I’m a good mom. I did not neglect him.”

          “Bey I understand where you are coming from, but you still have to understand where Jay’s coming from. He’s thinking about Shawn and he doesn’t want to hear any excuses.”

          “Ma! Whose side are you on?”

“I’m not on anyone’s side Beyoncé. I’m just letting you know the truth. It’s not your fault. You did not do it on purpose, but you still have to be careful, okay?”

          “Okay, I get it. I did before, but I did think that Jay blew it out of proportion.”

          “Where is he anyways?”

“He left this morning. I’m really tired of him just leaving me.”

          “Y’all need to have another heart to heart because I heard about that other one y’all had and it obviously helped.”

          “I don’t know if I want to talk to him. He obviously doesn’t want to see me and if I’m such a bad mother why did he leave me with his son?”

          “Ok Bey, you’re getting nasty. That’s my cue. Let me know if you need me again.”

          “Bye, thanks.”

Mama Tina left and Bey just flopped onto her bed.

          “I’m a good mom…..I’m a good mom.” Bey grabbed the monitor. She turned it on and put it by her bed. She went to sleep and woke up to crying. She stretched and yawned and looked at the clock. It was almost eight o’clock and Jay still wasn’t home. She went to go see why Shawn was crying. She picked him up.

“Hey, baby. You like Mommy, right? You think Mommy’s good to you? You know I love you? You know I would never hurt you?” Bey changed him then gave him a nice warm bath. She got a glass of wine, sipped a little, and played with Shawn till he started getting cranky. Bey was just about to put him back in his room when Jay came through the front door.

“Hi.” Jay followed her and he stood against the door frame. Bey put him in his crib and walked out the room. “So you’re just gonna ignore me, Bey?”

Bey decided to give him a taste of his own honey. She grabbed her bag and bounced. “Bey?”

“Bye.”

“Bey, I don’t know the schedule! Bey!” If Bey is such a bad mother let’s see how good of a father Jay can be……To Be Continued…...My birthday’s on the 29^th if y’all care ^_^ lol hope you like this post gimme feedback! :D

Back To The Way We Were

In the last part Bey and Jay took Shawn Jr. home. Everything was going perfect until someone started banging on the door like the police….HERE WE GO……

Jay ran to the door.

"Who the fuck is me!?!?" He looked through the peep hole and saw Kanye standing there pounding on the door. Jay opened the door. "Bro, you need to calm ya self."

"I came to get my son." Kanye ran into the nursery where Bey was. She grabbed Shawn and held him tight in her arms.

"What do you want?"

"My son."

"I don't have a son with you."

"Bitch he's mine! You and Jay both told me!"

"Well just because we said it didn't mean it was true. He's not yours now can you please leave."

"You were mad that I wasn't claiming him, but now that I am you won't let me see him!?!?" Jay grabbed Kanye's shoulder.

"He is NOT yours. Do I need to call Julius?"

"I have rights to see my son you know. I will be taking custody." Jay ran out of the room and into his office he shuffled some papers around and found the DNA results.

"Aye! Ye!" Kanye came in. "Is this not enough proof that he's not yours?!?!" Kanye snatched the paper and read through it, then ripped it up.

"Fuck you." He passed Bey on his way out. "And fuck you too hoe." Bey's feelings were hurt. Kanye walked out pissed and slammed the door.  Jay went to see if Bey was okay.

"Yall alright, baby?"

"Yeah, I'm sorry about that babe."

"It’s not your fault, Bey. It’s fine." He gave her a hug. "Lemme see my son." Bey gave Shawn to Jay.  Jay held him out in front of him and just stared at him. "Look what you're doing?" Jay chuckled.

"Don't blame my baby!" Bey hit Jay's arm.

"Oow! I'm sorry...but he's just chillin'."

"Ye woke him up but yeah he was chillin'." Jay put Shawn back in his crib and kissed Bey hard on the lips.

"Tonight baby. I promise. We always get interrupted during the day. So that means that we have to keep Shawn entertained for an amount of time so he sleeps."

"Mhmmmm alright. Wanna go to the park?"

"It’s not like he can play, Jay. Plus, I don't want the paps all in our faces."

"Ok I see. Then what are we going to do!?!"

"Let's Just chill...all three of us." She put her head on his chest and looked up at him. He wrapped his arms around her and kissed her forehead.

"Okay."

"But before that I have to clean up a little. Go head and take him out. Have some daddy and son time." Bey smiled at Jay smiled back. Jay took Shawn out his crib and he immediately started crying.

"Oh...come on Lil Man it’s just daddy. I ain’t gonna hurt you." Jay rubbed his back and kissed his forehead until he started to quiet down. Bey never came because she wanted Shawn to be comfortable with Jay.

"See. There you go. Jay laid down in his bed and sat Shawn up on his stomach. "So....mini me let's have a talk." Shawn sucked on his fingers and tried to play with Jay's nose and lips. Jay laughed. "Ok let's be serious, son. Now when mommy starts getting really tired imma need you to sleep through the night. And if you wake up don't cry. Just fall back asleep, okay? Mommy needs her beauty sleep. And tonight is gonna be real special so no waking up for at least four hours! That's all Daddy needs. Can you do that for me?" Shawn smiled and put his hands on Jay's chest. "Thank you." He picked him up and held him above his head. Shawn drooled and it landed right on Jay's face. "Ewww....you just lost cool points. Beyyy!!!"

"What?" She stood by the door.

"Can you take him for a second."

          “You’re pathetic. You lasted like 20 minutes. What’s gonna happen when I start a new album? You cannot bring him into the studio. I wouldn’t get anything done.”

          “I just have to get his drool off my face.” Bey laughed at Jay and took Shawn.

          “Hey, baby.” She smiled and gave him a kiss. “Now my big baby, Imma need you to fix me something to eat. Cause mamas hungry.” Jay came out of the bathroom and kissed Bey on the lips.

          “Whatchu want?”

“You.” Bey winked at him.

          “Really? I thought we were gonna wait.”

“No we are.” Bey laughed. “I’m really hungry though. Make me pasta. I want some pasta.”

          “You play too much. Okay, pasta coming right up.”

Bey fed Shawn and got him ready for bed. “Jay come say goodnight to Lil Man.” Jay came from the kitchen and gave Shawn a kiss.

          “Be careful with my son.” He smiled at Bey.

“I should be telling you that.” Jay laughed. He finished cooking and Shawn was sound asleep.

          “Bey! Dinners ready!!” Jay yelled. Bey came up behind him.

“Ssshhh baby, I just put him to sleep.”

          “Oh shit…sorry. Dinners ready.” He whispered.

“It’s okay, baby.” They sat down and ate. Once they finished they just stared at each other. Jay got up and Bey watched him move across the room, coming towards her. He picked her up and moved her to the couch. He took off her shirt and slid off her sweats. Bey pulled his pants down. His hard dick had been waiting a long few weeks for this. Bey whispered in his ear.

          “I’m ready.”

Jay used his leg strength to enter Bey and buried his face in her breasts. She bounced her hips up and down, synchronizing to his thrusts. She let out a long moan in his ear.

          “God, Bey. You feel amazing.” Bey moaned, started to twirl her hips, and tightened herself around Jay. “Aaah fuck Bey. Just like that, babe.”

          “Oooo it’s perfectttt.” Bey started breathing heavier as Jay started going faster with more force. He pulled out and gets on top of Bey. Jay went in and out a few times. “Jay, stop teassinnnggg.” Bey’s giggles turned into moans as Jay went all the way in. He put her leg up on his shoulder and started pounding her. He held her hands above her head. “Fuck Jay!”

          “Sshhh! Mmmmm fuckkk.”

Bey bit down on her lip and held back from screaming. Jay kissed her on the lips. They stayed face to face while rocking back and forth. Staring into each other’s eyes, Bey came. She let out a high pitched squeal and felt Jay about to reach his peak.

          “You want me to pull out babe?” He grunted and Bey nodded her head. Jay gave it a few more thrusts and Bey came again. He slowed down before he pulled out completely, and then came on Bey’s stomach. He got off of her and grabbed a paper towel to wipe Bey off. He kissed her. “C’mon lets go to bed.”

          “I can’t move, Jay.” He laughed.

“C’mon, Bey. Get up.”

          “I really can’t move Jay. You’re going to have to carry me.”

“You are so dramatic.” Jay picked up Bey and put her in the bed. Jay pulled Bey up next to him and they fell asleep in each other’s arms….To Be Continued…..

He's Perfect

Bey told Solange and Mama Tina the big news after everyone else left. They were very happy for them. Dr. Robins came in on their way out and told Bey that she could go home tomorrow…..HERE WE GO……

"Can I take Lil Man?"

"No, I'm sorry. He's not ready yet. He's rapidly catching up so he should be able to take home at the end of the week.” Bey's smiled dropped from her face.

"Oh...okay." Jay grabbed her hand.

"It's okay, Bey. Remember we want him to be healthy.

"I know." She cracked a smile. Robins tapped the end of the bed and left. Jay grabbed Bey's face. He kissed her on the forehead and lips.      "Bey, we have a beautiful baby boy! We want him to be healthy right?"

"Yes." Bey smirked.

"You wanna go see him?"

"Of course I wanna see my baby." Jay got one of the nurses and they walked down to the NICU. He was so small. Bey grabbed Jays hand and she started crying happy tears. Jay hugged her and smiled.

"Excuse me, nurse. Can I hold him?"

"Oh, sure." Bey sat down and the nurse put Lil Man in her arms. Bey played with his cheeks and smiled.

Jay held his little hand. "Hey little guy. He's so cute." Bey looked up at Jay and smiled.

"He has your brown eyes."

"Really?"

"Mhmm."

"You wanna feed him?"

"Like breastfeed?"

"Or bottle...whatever is more comfortable for you."

"I think I wanna breastfeed."

"Alright." He latched right on. Bey finished feeding him and Jay told her that they had to start packing so they could leave in the morning. Bey just didn't want to let baby go.

"Bey c'mon we'll see him again in the morning before we leave." "Just gimme one more minute, Jay."

"Well can I say goodnight to my son?" Bey giggled.

"I like the sound of that." She smiled and handed him to Jay before the nurse told them they had to leave.

"Goodnight Lil Man." Jay kissed him on the forehead and gave him to the nurse. He helped Bey out her chair and they walked back to the room.

"Jay he's perfect."

"I know."

"I don't wanna leave him!"

"I know babe neither do I, but we'll have him all to ourselves in a few days."

Bey and Jay went home in the morning...visited in the afternoon and in the evening. It came around to the weekend and Bey was very excited. "Come on Jay we gotta go! Did you tell the driver to install the car seat?"

"Yeah, of course I did."

"You're the best baby." Bey gave him a kiss on the cheek. "I miss Lil Man so much! I'm just happy we can take him home!"

"I'm just happy that he's healthy!"

"Yeah, that too." Bey laughed.

They were on their way to the hospital holding hands. They brought Shawn Jr. Home that afternoon and he slept for at least an hour. During that hour Bey and Jay enjoyed the silence while it lasted. Bey laid down on the couch and rested her head in Jay's lap. They stared at each other for a few minutes. Jay started touching her face.

"I love you." He started to trace her face and play with her lips. 

"Stop that tickles." Bey started to giggle.

He pulled Bey up into his lap and they made long, deep, sensual, and passionate kisses until Shawn’s monitor went off. Jay kept kissing Bey, but she had to go check on her other man. She climbed off Jay and ran into the nursery. Bey picked him up and rubbed his tiny back.   "What's wrong, baby?" He stopped crying a few seconds after being in his Mamas arms. He felt wet so Bey changed him, but he started to cry again. "Jay!" He came in.

"Yeah?"

"I think my hands are too cold, can you change him?"

"Uhmm sure."

"Be careful please."

"Wait, Bey. I don't know how to do this."

"Babe, it’s not that hard just wipe him down back and front and then put on a clean diaper. And don’t forget the ointment we don’t want any diaper rash, do we?” She tickled her son’s stomach.

"Uh....ok." Lil Man kept crying even after Jay was done changing him. "Ssshhh....it's okay. Daddy's here. Bey he won't stop crying." Bey took him right from Jay.

"I'll feed him.....you hungry? Jay get in bed c'mon we can chill. After." Jay laid in bed and closed his eyes while Bey fed Lil Man. She burped him and he threw up. Bey cleaned him up and held him until he fell asleep. She put him in his crib and climbed on top of Jay. She rested her head on his chest. Jay opened his eyes and saw Bey. 

"Hey, baby." She kissed him on the lips.

"Where's ma boy?"

"You mean our son?" Bey giggled. "He's asleep again."

"Lil Man got the itis?" Jay laughed and. Rolled over so he was on top of Bey. He kissed her neck and chest.....Right before he went down to kittyville there was a loud bang on the door. Shawn started to cry. Bey went into the nusery.

"Who the fuck is that?!?!"

"It's me!!!" The person banged on the door.....To Be Continued.....

Time For Baby????

We left off with Bey STILL not feeling good….so Jay took her to the hospital and Dr. Robins left the room…Jay grabbed hole of Bey’s hand and told her everything was gonna be fine…..HERE WE GO…

         

“Don’t worry babe.” Bey looked at Jay and tried her best not to worry. She laid her head back and Jay kissed her hand. Dr. Robins came back in the room and closed the door behind her. Someone else came in, too. Dr. Robins showed him something and asked him a question. He nodded his head waved to Bey and Jay and left.

“Well…..I have good and bad news.”

“Bad first.” Jay said.

          “That was my second opinion and he said that this situation is very delicate. Because you want the child to go full term…you want him to be alive…and you want him to be “normal”. So, we are going to monitor you overnight and make a final decision in the morning.”

          “I’m confused what situation???” Bey sat up.

“Your baby’s umbilical cord is wrapped around his neck. Which causes him distress and you pain because when he kicks for air…you get kicked in the stomach. That explains why you never feel good. Good thing you came in…this could’ve been worse.” Bey covered her mouth with her hand. She thought that she was harming her baby while ignoring her bad feelings. Jay rubbed her arm.

          “………What’s the good news?” Jay stared at her.

“We will monitor you over night and we can have a safe and easy delivery in a few days.”

          “Wait…you’re telling me I have to give birth. I’m not ready for that.”

“You gotta get ready. He’s small so it shouldn’t be as difficult as your friends may have had it. You’re 32 weeks and he’s healthy, but by waiting for full term…he can have brain cell loss because of his constricted airways. We want you induced on Sunday.”

          Bey was really nervous. Everything was all so sudden. She didn’t want to have a premature baby, but she also didn’t want to risk his life. They moved Bey to her own room; where she would stay for a few days. Jay stayed with her the whole time, and Mama Tina, Solange, Julez, Kelly, Michelle, Angie, and Matthew all visited. Solange brought Jay some clothes and entertained Bey a little. She was so bored. It was Sunday morning and they went ahead and induced Bey. She gave birth to a Shawn Corey Carter Jr., that night. But when he was born…he wasn’t crying. Eventually he did and Bey and Jay got to hold him for a little while. Bey cried cause she was so happy. Soon after they took him away, Bey fell asleep. Jay sat beside her and just watched her sleep. Jay eventually started to stare into space and he flashed back about 81/2 months back. He was in the UK on tour and he had a day off. He flew Bey out to where he was and met her at the airport after his show. She ran into his arms.

          “Bey! I missed you so much!” He gripped her tightly around the waist. She had her arms around his neck and she rubbed her face all in his shirt. He smelled just like he did when he left. He let go of her embrace and they held hands to the car. They talked a lot in the car and once they got into the hallway of the hotel, Jay pushed her up against a wall and kissed her. She grabbed his face and slid her tongue in between his lips. He returned the jester and went into his pocket and grabbed the room key. He pulled her hand and led her into the room. When the door opened she tore off her shirt and started jumping on the bed in her underwear. Jay stripped and grabbed her. She fell onto the bed and Jay grabbed her arms.

          “I miss this.” Bey moaned.

“You miss this?!?! I miss this! I miss you!” Bey moaned while Jay kissed all over her. He immediately slid his snake inside her tight pussy. They kept going at it faster and faster.

          “Aaaaaahhhh! Jay! Ok! Ok! Enoughhhh! I’m bouta cuuuummmmmmm!” Jay didn’t stop until he busted a huge nut inside of her.

“Just let that marinate for a sec, Bey.” He laid on top of her.

          “Oooohhhh god. Jay we need to do that more often.” He laughed.

“Okay, baby. Whatever you say.” Jay rolled over and laid on his back. He turned on his side and put his arm around Bey’s waist. “Mhmm. I missed you so much.”

          She put her hand on top of his and gave him another kiss on the lips………..The only thing that makes this flashback relevant is the fact that it happened only a week or two before the whole incident with Kanye. Jay snapped out of his daze and left Bey alone sleeping in the room. He looked around the hallway and found the nurse’s station. He ran over and asked them if they do DNA tests. They said yes. One of the nurses swabbed his cheek and then swabbed Jr.’s cheeks. Jay had to wait a few days for the results, but Bey had no clue what he did. It was two mornings later and Bey woke up to Jay was tapping his foot on the linoleum floor.

          “Jay, what’s wrong with you?”

“Morning, Bey. How ya feelin’ today?”

          “I’m fine I just really wanna see my son.” Bey smiled and Jay started playing with his ring.

          “Jay, why are you acting like this? You look really nervous.” She laughed at him.

          “I’m fine, Bey. I’m just excited.”

“For what?”

          “I remember something last night while you were asleep and I did something about it.”

          “What did you remember?” Just then some nurse knocked on the door and told Jay to follow her out into the hallway. Bey was curious. She leaned forward and put her big ears to use.

          Outside the room, the nurse told Jay just what he wanted to hear. He came back in the room cheesing. “Jay, what aren’t you telling me?!?!”

          He covered his smile and gave Bey a big kiss on the lips. “Remember when I was in London?”

          “Yeah?” Bey looked confused.

“You visited me for like a day and can you remember what we did?”

          “We had sex?”

“Yessssss!”

          “What’s so important about that?”

 “Bey……helloo?? Think! He’s mine! Our son is mine! Like biologically! I had a tested two days ago!”

          Bey’s face lit up. “Jay! Oh my god! Baby!” Bey smiled really hard and almost cried. He gave her a big hug and the nurse brought in Jr. Bey took him and kissed him all over then gave him to Jay. He was so happy! The rest of the family came in soon after ………To Be Continued…… Did y’all see Bey’s bump in Croatia? She’s getting so big and she looks so cute! :D

Everything Will Be Fine.......

We left off Bey waking up from her nap and falling asleep and Jay starting her birthday dinner…..HERE WE GO…..

“So how was your nap…did you sleep well?”

          “Um…I guess it was fine. Of course this wonderful smell and his kicks woke me up. I think when you left I started feeling it again.”

          “I’m sorry. I wanted to clean up a little and start dinner.”

“It’s okay. I know that it’s all for me.” She smiled and started to set the table. Jay finished cooking and then they ate together.

          “I hope you had an okay birthday…I know we didn’t do much.”

“But I spent it with you. We weren’t arguing….all smiles. It keeps me calm and not stressed.”

"As long as you're not stressed. Damn, you've been through a lot, but what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. Just another year wiser now." They both smiled at eachother and continued to eat.

Bey cleaned up while Jay started to run her bath water. She came in the bathroom and Jay was butt naked.

"I hope you don't mind if I join."
"Of course not." Bey took off her sweats and Jay helped her in. She sat inbtween his legs and he massaged her thighs. "You gon' be okay, baby? I don't want you catching blue balls."

"I think I can control myself." He laughed.
"Shit. Ouch!" Bey clenched her stomach. 

Jay panicked. "Bey! Are you okay!?!?!?"
"Umm.....Yeah I think so. He just kicked me in like an organ...that shit hurt. Like I was being stabbed." Jay kissed her shoulders and rubbed her belly with both hands.

"I'm sorry baby. I guess I was rubbing in the wrong spot. Is this better?"
"Yes. Thanks."

"I love you."

"I love you too Jay."

"No I'm like in love with you honey bun I don't think you understand."
"Trust me....I think I know what type of love you're in. Are you crazy in love with BooBoo??"

"Ahaha yes Pookey!" (S/O to Latrice <3)
"That's what I thought." Bey giggled, but she started to feel a lil dizzy and nauseas. She got real quiet.

"You okay baby?" 
"........I'm.....a lil dizzy...I feel like imma throw up."

"Here." Jay slowly lifted her out the tub and had her sit on the edge of it. He went to get her a glass of water. When he came back her head was in her hands and she had just flushed the toilet. He gave her a towel so she wouldn't get cold. She wiped her mouth.

"I want to take you to the hospital Bey you haven't been feeling well for the longest time and it's scaring me."

"Please not tonight Jay. I'm too tired. I just wanna sleep. We can go in the morning." She stood up and brushed her teeth. Jay helped her dry off and put on her pajamas. 

"I don't like it when you feel like this."
"Neither do I, Jay!" He tucked her in and made sure she was comfortable. 

"I'll be here a a second to rub your belly to sleep." 
"Okay." She closed her eyes. Jay cleaned up the bathroom and washed the dishes. He came into the bedroom. 

"Bey? Do you need anything before I turn out all the lights?"
"No thanks."

"Alright now come here." He cuddled up behind her and rubbed her belly. He gave her multiple kissed on the neck. "I hope your birthday wasn't too much of a flop."

"Jay stop asking me how today was, I already told you it was great that's just aside from what mother nature is doing to me."
"Okay...."

They fell asleep on eachother’s arms. Bey barely slept through the night. She woke up and tossed her cookies again. She flushed the toilet, brushed her teeth, washed her hands, and got back in bed.

"You okay?" Jay stretched and opened his eyes. Bey was sitting on the edge if the bed. He rubbed her lower back. 

"No....no I'm not Jay." He shot up and started throwing clothes on. 

"Let's go now. I won't have you sitting here not feeling good. Come on."

"I don't want to leave."
"Bey, something is wrong that is risking your health and Lil Man’s health. We're going." Jay grabbed a bag and threw some clothes in there for Bey. Bey started crying.

"Jay, I can't do this. I'm tired, it hurts, I'm sick of it." Jay gave her a hug and rubbed her back.

"Bey baby. It's gonna be alright just come on. They can make you feel better. Trust me." Jay put Bey's shoes on for her. "Babe. You ready?" Bey looked up at him and nodded her head. In the car Bey called her doctor (not Ince she got a new one, a woman) and she agreed to meet her at the hospital.

“She said she’d meet us there.”

“Okay, good.” They checked in at the hospital and her Dr.Robins had them wait a few minutes so she could get her papers. They were moved into a private room.

“Alright, so what’s been going on with the two of you? What’s the problem or concern that you have?”

“I’ve been having a lot of movement and kicking, more  like beating. It’s painful and I’ve only slept through the whole night maybe twice this week. I’ve been throwing up and I don’t know why.”

“Okay…umm do you find any relief some certain ways your positioned?”

“Lying on my side helps a little and having my stomach rubbed relaxes me. That’s how I get some sleep.”

“Okay, well let’s see what is going on.” Bey pulled up her shirt and Dr. Robins felt her belly then took an ultrasound. “There’s his heart.” She pointed at the screen. She noticed that his BPM was low. “You’re previous doctor didn’t mention you being a high risk pregnancy by any chance?”

“No….why?”

“I’ll be right back.” She left the room.

“Jay, I’m nervous. This doesn’t sound good.”

“Everything will be fine, Bey. Everything will be fine.” He grabbed hold of her hand and squeezed it…….....To Be Continued.........Tomorrow is Beyonce's Birthday!!! Sunday, the 4th make sure you watch Single Ladies on her VEVO channel!! We are also trending #HappyBirthdayBeyonce or #HappyBirthdayMommaBey just check my twitter http://twitter.com/#!/mixedchick_xoxo