School’s almost over so I’ll be back to full time
blogging!!! I said I wouldn’t have yall waiting as long as last time and look I
had yall waiting longer. Smh shame on me. Well in 12 days imma be at a beyonce
concert! Advnfibvfbjfk lmfaooo be jealousss if you going the 26th
let me knowww! :D HERE WE GO……
“Ooooo, I’m so
scared!”
“You gonna regret
messing with me!”
“Ch….boy!”
*that night;
12:38am*
“Ooooo shit! Fuck
you on my spot!! Okayyyy!!! Jayyy!!!” Bey gripped onto the sheets while Jay
fucked the shit outta her.
“You gonna keep messing with me???” He
smacked her ass.
“No!!! I promiseeeeeahahh! Uhhhhh it
feels soooo good ughh!”
“You tryna kick me in the nuts and
shit! Don’t you like it when they hit yo ass, huh? Take this dick!”
“I’m takinnngggg I’m takingggg!”
“Yeahhhh, Ma!
Right thur! Right thur!”
“Uhhhh im bouta cummm!”
*5 minutes later*
“Ugggghhhh oh my
goddd im cumming!!!” Bey buried her face into the pillow and came and know that
when it rains it pours.
“Damn Bey you flowing like a river! I
must be the man! Am I the man?”
“*whimpering* ughhh you the mannnn
ooooo I can’t take no more!”
“Just let me nut let me nut! Flip you
ass over! Yeahhhh that’s rightttt. Ugh I love youuu.” Jay bent over, kissed her
on the lips, and then nutted soon after. Bey tried to crawl out the bed.
“Where you think you’re going?” She looked at him.
“I have to
shower.”
“Just shower in the morning. Look, you can barely
move. I warned you now get that ass back in the bed!”
*next week*
"Jay! Hurry up!"
"I'm
coming babe!" Today they're gonna take Blue to her doctor's appointment
and then drop her off at Tina's. Shawn should get a day alone with his parents
every once and a while. Jay snatched up Shawn and they were on their way.
"So, we've hit our 3-month mark."
"Yes,
ma'am."
"Any problems, questions, or concerns before we
get started?"
"No?" Bey looked at Jay.
"Nope."
"Alright well let's check her out."
Everything went fine during the appointment and Blue is progressing beautifully.
They dropped her off at Mama Tina's and then headed to the park with Shawn.
"Hey boy, come here!" Shawn came running
from the other kids to his parents.
"Yes, daddy?"
"You
excited for school tomorrow?"
"No. I don't wanna go."
"What?!
But you love learning new things!"
"At home and I won't be with my friends."
"You
don't know that and trust me once you get there you'll never want to
leave!"
"Shawn baby, Daddy and I will always be there
for you. I can stay with you the first day if you want."
"Please mommy."
"Okay,
I will."
"Now go play."
"Ugh,
he's such a big boy." Bey caressed the back of Jay's head.
"You know you can't stay with him the whole day
right?"
"Yeah,
I know, but once I get him in there know he'll be playing right away. Then I'll
leave when he's not looking."
"Good luck."
"Oh,
hush."
"Well, imma be in the office for most of the
day unfortunately."
"How do you know that already?"
"It’s
Friday, Bey. I gotta know what my schedule is."
"I guess." After the park they went school
shopping for clothes and supplies. They went to Shawn's favorite burger joint
in Manhattan, Bare Burger. (That’s actually a real place in Manhattan and their
burgers be on point lol)
*Monday
Morning*
Bey woke up and Jay was already gone.
She rolled over in bed and stretched, touching the head and foot board.
“Aah.” She looked over at the clock
and it was 7:30. “Shit!” She jumped up, threw on some jeans, a tee-shirt, and
tied her hair up. “Shawn!!” She went into his room and she woke him up.
“I don’t wanna go!”
“C’mon
baby. You have too.” Bey got him dressed and had him wait downstairs with all
his stuff. Bey got Blue and they were on their way after a hard time of getting
in the car and a spanking for bad behavior. Shawn held onto her leg as they
walked into the school. Bey had Blue in her arms and could barely walk.
“Shawn, stop! You’re not gonna be late
for your first day. Get up!” All of a sudden someone grabbed Shawn off of Bey’s
leg and he started kicking and screaming.
“Excuse me?” Bey turned around and it
was Jay. “Aw, thank you baby! Damn help me get him in there.”
“You thought I was gonna miss my son’s
first day of school?” He laughed and they went in. Shawn had stopped acting crazy and was just
crying.
“Shawn, you wanna be like Daddy? Then you gotta go to school. C’mon stop
crying.” He sniffed and noticed all the other kids staring at him. “Mommy’s
gonna stay with you for a little while, but I have to go back to work.” He put
Shawn down and Bey and Jay talked to his teacher; she took Shawn’s hand and
took him into the classroom. Bey followed. Jay grabbed her waist.
“Bye baby, I’ll see you tonight.” He
kissed her on the lips and kissed Blue on the forehead. “Don’t stay too long!”
“Bye Jay! I love you! I won’t!” He
walked away and Bey went into the classroom and sat in the back. She left
shortly after.
*at
home*
“Blue, baby. You better like school
cause your brother is a fool. You sleepy baby?” She held Blue and kissed her.
“Let’s go lay down. You look sleepy to Mommy.” Bey laid on the bed and put Blue
beside her. She stared at the ceiling…………
*beys
point of view*
“Bey! Beyoncé!” I rolled over I could
hear Jay calling my name. I opened my eyes and he was standing over me in his
suit.
“Hey, baby. How was work?” I sat up
and noticed it was four o’clock. “Wait, why are you home?”
“I got a call from Shawn’s school.”
“Oh
my god!” I covered my mouth. How could I forget to pick my own son up from
school? His first day of school! Jay turned around and started to walk away.
“I need to talk to you in my office.”
He left.
“I’m
sorry Jay! Babeeee,” I got up and went into his office. “Jayyyy.” He stared at
me for a good five minutes.
“This isn’t the first time this has
happened and there’s something else that I need to talk to you about.”
“Is it bad or good?”
“It
depends on how you feel about us.”
“What are you trying to say?” I
crossed my arms. What the fuck was this nigga tryna get at.
“How was your day?” I gave him a weird
look.
“It
was fine. I took Shawn to school and then chilled with Blue. What’s goin-”
“I want a divorce, Beyoncé.” I know he
did not just cut me off. What a second…I looked at him.
“What?”
“I’ll
have the papers tomorrow. Can I have your ring?”
“What?”
“Stop
bullshitting I know you heard me.”
“Can we talk about this?”
“There’s
nothing to talk about. Give me your ring.” I……is this real? He grabbed my arm
and tried to get at my ring.
“Get the fuck off me! NO!” He threw me
up against the wall.
“Give me my ring.”
“Jay,
have you lost your mind! There is nothing wrong with us! What went wrong?”
“I’m not talking about it. Stop acting
like we’re fucking perfect. I can’t stand the thought of “us”.”
“I know we’re not perfect, but baby please!”
I started to cry. This was completely unexpected. Why did he feel this way? How
long has he felt this way? What did I do? Is he cheating? “Who is she?” I
looked at him and whispered.
“Are you serious?” He smacked me right
in my face! I think my lip was bleeding. I can’t believe that this is happening
to me right now.
“Jay……” He put my arms above my head.
I thought he was going to kiss me cause of the way he was staring, but instead
he took the ring off my hand. “Jay…” The pain in my heart cut deep. I hated
him. Why? What did I do? He walked away and slammed the door shut…….I closed my
eyes and when I opened em I was back in my bed with Blue next to me. Whew,
thank god it was only a dream. I picked up my phone and the time was twelve. I
had forty-five minutes before I had to go and get my boy. I picked up Blue and
laid her on the blanket downstairs. I grabbed a small glass and poured myself a
little wine. I pulled my phone out my pocket and texted Jay.
Sent:
I love you babbbyyyy (12:02pm)
Received:
I love you too wifey (12:04pm)
Received:
Im about to go into a meetin hold on babe (12:04pm)
Sent:
I had the worst nightmare (12:04pm)
Ugh
he always has meetings, but he doesn’t go to the office that much so I can’t
complain. He didn’t answer my text. He usually does. I made a lil snack and put
it in the fridge for when Shawn comes home. Aw, I hope he had a good day.
School really isn’t that bad. I can’t wait for Blue to start. She has a few
years of spending the afternoons with her Mommy though. I went back upstairs
and she was up. She was sitting up and rolling over. She was up by the
headboard and I was at the end. I motioned for her to crawl towards me.
“C’mon baby. Crawl for Mommy.”
“snkjsiorfviovv.”
She made bubbles with her spit and giggled. She probably thought I was crazy,
but wait! Aaah! She actually started crawling towards me. I jumped on the bed
and threw her up on the bed and gave her a dozen kisses.
“Aww! My baby! You’re getting so big!
Daddy is going to be so happy!”
I fed her and then we headed out to go
get Shawn. I went inside and I couldn’t find Shawn. Then I saw his teacher
talking to the principal.
“Excuse me?” I tapped her shoulder.
“Mrs.
Carter? Thank god. Did you not get any of our calls?
“I didn’t have any missed calls. Why?
Where’s Shawn?”
“We
don’t know. It was nap time, all the students were asleep and I had gone to the
bathroom. When I got back he wasn’t there.”
“So you’re telling me my son is gone?
You LOST MY FUCKING SON!”
“Mrs. Carter please, we tried to reach
you.”
“He
was under your care.”
“Is there anything that you want us to
do?” The principal stared at me like I was crazy. She must not have any kids. I
walked out of the school and got in my car. I called Solange, Mama Tina, and Ty
just in case any of them had seen or heard from him. My son is roaming the
fucking streets of New York. Those mother fuckers. I called Jay. It went straight
to voice mail. He must’ve turned his phone off so I kept calling so that when
he turned his phone on he would notice the urgency to call me back. He has one
of those tracking chips on him, but I don’t know anything about it, only Jay does.
Ughhh, where was my baby?
I was sitting on the couch with Blue
asleep in my arms when Jay came home. He walked through the front door and
locked it. He didn’t wee me sitting there.
“Bey! Can I talk to you in the
office?!” He yelled.
“I’m
right here.” He jumped a little. “Why didn’t you call me back?”
“Oh, there you are baby. Can we go
upstairs.”
“Jay,
why didn’t you call me back?!”
“My phone has been off.” He took it
out of his pocket and turned it on. “Damn, why’d you call so many times? Why don’t
you tell me about this nightmare while I get dressed.”
“Jay!”
“What?!
Why do you keep yelling at me!”
“Do you notice anything missing?!”
“No.”
“Shawn! Where’s Shawn!”
“Isn’t
he in bed?”
“NO!” I started to cry. “He ran away
from school. They don’t know where he is!”
“What?!” Blue started crying. I tried
to calm her down, but Jay was shooting questions down my throat.
“Stop asking me questions! I don’t know!”
“When
did this happen?!”
“He was at school. It was during their
nap time. The teacher said that she had gone to the bathroom and that all the
kids were asleep, but when she came back Shawn was gone.”
“And no one saw him leave? That’s bullshit.”
He came over to me and held me tight. I’m glad he’s home.
“Don’t you have that little chip thing
that can find him?”
“Yeah,
but it takes like an hour.”
“I don’t care!”
“Alright,
well go calm Blue down and put her in the crib, then come in the office.”
“Okay.” I put Blue in her crib. She
went right to sleep. I went into Jay’s office and sat on his lap. After an
hour, we located Shawn. He wasn’t in any place particular. Thank god he’s okay.
Jay went to get him. First thing when he came home, he got a bath and then we
wanted to talk to him about running away, but he fell asleep soon after he got
out the tub. Jay put him in the bed while I showered. We decided he wouldn’t go
to school tomorrow. Jay was already in the bed when I got out the shower. I
climbed on top of him and kissed him on the forehead. He was already asleep and
I was exhausted so before I could roll over he put his arm around me. We fell
asleep just like that. I was glad that nightmare was over and I’m happy that my
son is back.
*next
day*
Received:
hey baby would you mind stopping by my office during lunch I want to talk to
you about something drop the kids off at ya mamas if you can
Sent:
Umm yeahh why?
Received:
I just need to talk with you that’s all
Sent:
okay see you in a bit J
………………To
Be Continued………….
